Color-coded blasphemy, this really strange anatomy Is this really my life? Something isn't right The ambiguity, this whole damn conspiracy Playing out in my head, something isn't right I never wanted this I never asked for it This is what you gave me I never wanted this I never asked for it Stranger than a massacre, this homicidal afterbirth I am not a stranger to living with the anger I don't need a miracle, I just need a place to go Send me to the angels and tell God I said goodbye I never wanted this I never asked for it This is what you gave me I never wanted this I never asked for it But this is what you gave me Yeah, yeah I could care less about the world sometimes A certain inspiration takes me to the afterlife I'll see you on the other side Nothing ever takes away the sh- that I see every day With total inconsistencies, so f- the whole conspiracy So long, I'm f- gone I never wanted this I never asked for it But this is what you gave me I never wanted this I never asked for it But this is what you gave me Why would you forsake me?