I can't bear to look at the reflection in the mirror Cracks are always clearer in the light And spend my whole life Thinking on my feet and leaving it all behind Searching for the strength that I could never find Will I find hope or am I fucking losing my mind? And I'll admit I spent my whole life terrified Running away is the only thing I felt was mine Running away I can't escape I'm falling off the deep end, deep end I'll lie and say that I'm okay But don't act so surprised when I'm running away again I regret the emotions that I never showed All of this pain and yet I still refuse to grow Wasting so much of my energy Trying to stay when I'll probably up and fucking leave Searching for the strength that I could never find Running away is the only thing I felt was mine Running away, I can't escape I'm falling off the deep end, deep end I'll lie and say that I'm okay But don't act so surprised when I'm running away again I'm running away again Running away again Yeah Locked inside my head (My head, my head) ♪ Running away, I can't escape I'm falling off the deep end, deep end ♪ I'll lie and say that I'm okay So don't act so surprised when I'm running away again ♪ (Running, running) Running away again (running, running) I'll lie and say that I'm okay But don't act so surprised when I'm running away again ♪ (Running, running) (Running, running) ♪ (Running, running) (Running, running)