I've been living in this nightmare Am I awake, or is this just a dream? I'm running blindly through the dark Something is chasing me I dare not look back Because if I do I fear for my sanity When I think I'm safe Life just proves me wrong I closed my eyes for a moment And everything was fucking gone Standing alone I'm hoping for the end Better than this misery that I've been force fed And still I can't recognize myself I'm not the person I was before Anger flows through my veins Polluting my soul Changing me into this beast That time can't erase Your broken promises I'll take them to my grave Consumed by all this rage I am the monster that you made There is a shadow It hangs above me And it's feeding on my will to live It stalks me to to my grave Surviving off my pain And all the shit you carved away Fuck! I've tried to blame myself But I know deep inside I was too good for you So I take this pain and bottle it away And allow my anger to possess me This is the truth I must deal with everyday I can't look back or I'll lose my sanity And when it's gone I feel I will follow suit I'll strike a fucking match And you can watch me as I burn Your broken promises I'll take them to my grave Consumed by all this rage I am the monster you fucking made