I'll pray 'til my hands are red I'm tired of enduring dread Pray to God that there's even a God, but 'til then, Heaven knows I'll pray 'til my knees are numb Ashamed of all that I've become I'll pray that there's a Heaven at all But 'til then Heaven knows ♪ I write to you in my time of need To grow a tree, and to plant a seed Are different things entirely I never found my place, you see Everything you said to me, consoled me I'm still alive in all I've touched To everyone I've ever loved Don't look at me with regret I hope you never forget that Every mistake's an ache, after all You have to rise before you fall ♪ I'm broken and I'm so tired Everything you said to me, consoled me I'm still alive in all I've touched To everyone I've ever loved Don't look at me with regret I hope you never forget that Every mistake's an ache, after all You have to rise before you fall Heaven knows, if there's a Heaven at all If there's a Heaven at all, Heaven knows Heaven knows