Served a lifetime's faithfulness to be denied How am I to ever live this life? Wondering what of me made him decide To turn me from the city in the sky What must I have done in my past life To deserve this neglection before my eyes? Waiting for a chance to make him see To live in exile is destroying me The pain I've forced upon myself is deep Now I can't rest in peace I'll fly away until I reach a place of forgiveness If it even exists Maybe someday I will learn to forgive and forget But right now I can't Forever praising him devotedly Yet here I am being denied my dream Now the anger's building up inside My blood is boiling to be justified Waiting for a chance to make him see To live in exile is destroying me The pain I've forced upon myself is deep Now I can't rest in peace I'll fly away until I reach a place of forgiveness If it even exists Then maybe someday I will learn to forgive and forget But right now I can't I'll fly away until I reach a place of forgiveness If it even exists Then maybe someday I will learn to forgive and forget But right now I can't Heaven's waiting for you when you take your final breath Let your soul be at rest His arms wide open but you'll never feel his warm embrace Angel in disgrace