When i was gone you were still with me When i was lost you cared for me When i turned my back you never left me And even though ive done wrong youve always loved me Im reminded everday of the past and how i hurt you I wish that time was something i could undo I don't deserve you but now i see The the only thing that really mattered was you and me You made me whole why did i run? Why did i push away my one true love? If i could go back and change the past I wouldnt take you for grandet id make things last Your the only one your all i think about I dont know why it took me so long to figure it out Ive searched so hard for what i had in you But now im back where i started and im asking you For forgivness for the things that ive done Because i know when things got rough i used to run Thought i could handle life all on my own But at rock bottom i was all alone Except for you you never left me i only left you Will you accept me? you can change me I know you can because you made me and you have a plan God forgive me i know ive done wrong but now im back again where i belong I wanna tell the world i finally found whats true And that ive changed my ways and its all because of you When i was gone you were still with me When i was lost you cared for me When i turned my back you never left me And even though ive done wrong youve always loved me Im sorry lord for all the things that ive done I know ive acted like the prodigals son It's like i wanted my inheritance now And just like him i was much too proud I tried to serve two masters And in the end it wound up a disaster I served myself instead of you... my own god Thought i could make my own truth... my own laws It seemed the more that i tried to run and hide Inside i knew i realized that i was livin a lie A backsliden christian livin like a heathan Breathin in the types of things that invite demons I was decieved by my sin and my pride and my jealousy and envy and greed Deep inside my soul had no direction or path I was in search of something i use to have A foundation from a christian home and unconditional love That my family had shown me as a young child I want the smile again i want the joy and the peace that i had within And just like psalm chapter 127 i wandered in sin but now im back again God is merciful and your not alone our sheperd seeks to bring his lost sheep home