I don't wanna die I just don't want to live
Cuz the more i try The less i get back
I don't wanna die I just don't want to live
Cuz in my 20 years I've never felt a thing
If I died would you miss me at all?
Would you cry on the phone when they call?
If I died would it mean a thing to you?
My time was short but I hope it wasn't wasted
I sung for you when you never even listened
I cried alone on the table in your kitchen
I drove past just to see if you missed me
Never shoulda done that when your with him
I don't wanna wake up and wake up and see the sun rise
I don't wanna wake up like you waking up to new eyes
Charismatic personality but it just hides
Every little detail of you that tells lies
Tells lies Tells lies, break me into pieces
Pick me off the ground and then break me in the sequence
Life is shot by shot, like every film I've ever watched
You always wrote down all the plots
And now it's time for you to stop
I don't wanna die I just don't want to live
Cuz the more i try The less i get back
I don't wanna die, actually let me just stop lying
Seeing you with him made me see you with new eyes Uh
Demons in disguise all around Guess thats life Uh
Being round you made me feel so alive Uh
But not no more Don't know why i expected more Uh
Gave you all my love and everything i could afford Uh
Never thought about it twice It never was no chore no
You need me I'm there for you thats how its post to work Uh
(Yah yah) thats how its post to work out
I was contemplating my life,
But come to realize you a dumb bitch
Never worth my time
So ima stop tripping
Whole city can have you and it sound pretty funny
But i swear i ain't kidding (yo cool it)
True story yah It sound pretty ridiculous
Cuz in my 20 years I've never felt a thing
I don't wanna die I just don't want to live
Cuz the more i try The less i get back
I don't wanna die I just don't want to live
Cuz in my 20 years I've never felt a thing