Yuh, Waiting for chances to feel you again Waiting too long while I know how it ends The shit that I'm doing is not making sense To scared of seeing you starting again When you seek forgiveness just know I'm all in Secretly knowing this shit is pretend The fuck am I doing these actions ain't man Don't want to feel it so please lie again Why am I like this And why can't I fight this The bullshit is filling my brain yuh I can't decide this I'm knowing what's right but I'm feeling like I'd go insane yuh Just wanting you safe can not put you in places Where you would feel part of my pain While you do it to me and I can't do it back And the cycle is starting again ugh You're too wrong, just let you know how I feel You're so wrong, I hope you know how I feel Love to strong, forgive your shit but I will Do you wrong just so you could know how I feel You're too wrong, just let you know how I feel You're so wrong, I hope you know how I feel Love to strong, forgive your shit but I will Do you wrong just so you could know how I feel I just wanna let you know how I feel yeah Too much of a pussy to say it to your face But imma still keep it real yeah I feel like you just don't care See it in the way that you text You said you would always love me But I'd doubt you'll hold it to your last breath see You providing me depression You been fucking with my head Lots of thoughts runnin through my mind Thinkin that I'd be better off dead uh What else do you want from me bitch You see that I'm trying my best Everything I do is wrong to you unless it involves Running up a check My life was perfect before I met you Now the shits turned into a wreck Anytime I try to bring up our problems It feels like you comin for my neck yuh I know I deserve better, maybe one day, ha