I never show it But I am always laughing I want to kiss you Inside a car that's crashing And we will both die laughing Cause there is nothing left to do And we will both die laughing While I am holding onto you I will be honest I am afraid of love If I'm not perfect Then it will let me starve But I am always perfect When I am holding onto you And I know love is worth it I am in perfect love with you I want to show you The funny dream I'm having My head splits open For all the camera's flashing But I am dead already And I am bleeding onto you I hope you won't forget me I am so hopelessly for you