Racing my mind and chasing these highs making up lies to feel
Something inside my smile disguised emotions unwind for real
Not so happy
Still I'm laughing
My problems stacking
Got to quit this acting
Like everything's alright
When I'm dying on the inside
Tell em' everything's alright
Crack a smile just to get by
Disconnect won't resurrect all the plagues that trouble me inside
Disinfect my gross regrets that I can't seem to leave behind
Get out my mind
And everything we go through makes us who we supposed to be
All fades away when you close to me
But I can't seem to find a peace of mind
So I throw on a fake smile
Not so happy
Still I'm laughing
My problems stacking
Got to quit this acting
Like everything's alright
When I'm dying on the inside
Tell em' everything's alright
Crack a smile just to get by
Racing my mind and chasing these highs making up lies to feel
Something inside my smile disguised emotions unwind for real