All I do is paint Shit I could wear my feelings on my wrist like a bracelet Big city dreams behind the eyes get up and chase it Cracks in the mind from every episode till brain split Cracks in the mind from every episode till brain split Uhh, and now I'm pacing on a rooftop Listening to raindrops Wilting as the days rot How I'm gon' make it if I'm in this room forever Bussin at the mic voice louder than a new Beretta Perhaps we'll all find some peace within the emptiness Revved engine equivalent it's louder than the severance Broke nerves and a severed wrist, proverbs ima get to this Beggars can't be choosers fuck the world I'm taking everything Yeah, vomit stained rug just a sign of all my extra hunger Alcohol the fuel fucker I am just oh so grateful, that I ain't let them pills turn my mind to Play-doh Heyoo I am on the way down the hill Someone cut the fucking breaks and I think they wanna kill, me Sacrificing everything for this I'm guilty Yelling souls in fucking mics until they feel me Just keep a little bit of dreams in every pocket of the pants I'll pull it out so we could dance I'll pull it out and we could dance My biggest inspiration told me lean into depression Crashing cars and sippin' fuckin hard will lead me in directions Hyper venting, paper bag, not to mention, going mad Hungry as I ever been one left and I take the last Uhh I don't need my legs to walk hoe Live inside my mind I took a bat and then I broke both Uhh, toes in the dirty earth underneath Lemme speak for myself to hold and keep my own peace Self loathing motherfucker Depression is my motif, don't sleep,twisted but we proceed Getting cabin fever I ain't left my room in three days At the bedside on both knees Praying for what's next