I spent my life on a booth Nobody was there and I needed em I was alone as always been Sober or not I won't be clean And I try my best and I can't stay away from this pain Cause it makes me feel like I'm alive again And I try my best to stay away from you But you're always there And you're always there when nobody was there But I can't take you cause you are poison on my veins And I try my best to stay away again Just me decomposing on my damn grave My lover, my lover Only by your side I can sleep Only by your side I be me Only by your side Only by your side And I try my best and I can't stay away from this pain Cause it makes me feel like I'm alive again And I try my best to stay away from you But you're always there And you're always there when nobody was there But I can't take you cause you are poison on my veins And I try my best to stay away again Just me decomposing on my damn grave