If you didn't want to stay I kind of wish you would have told me that I'm running off of fumes Honestly, I could have used tonight to get my bearings back And if you didn't like my face I sort of wish you would have told me that That was important but Maybe I should have known But you Have your own ideas That was all I heard I blanked About you I had the wrong idea And that was all I learned I think How many guitars did I fill? Like a million Sitting in my car on this hill A civilian This is what the city wanted When they put a fucking hill next to Benihana's Would you let me get killed if you're really honest? Would you cover my eyes in an ugly moment? The moments that we had, they were so nirvana I wouldn't trade the past for a different trauma And I'll chase you Wherever else you go I really thought we had a breakthrough I was the only one How many of these jars did I fill? Like a million You asked me to start giving you my opinion Maybe I should have lied But you Have your own ideas That was all I heard I blanked About you I had the wrong idea And that was all I learned I think But you Have your own ideas That was all I heard I blanked About you I had the wrong idea And that was all I learned I think