Nobody listened Feel like just grabbing my pillow and screaming, "Fuck you" Blood spilling made my own decisions Mama, I'm sorry these cards I've been given So I pray this 38 pop I go missin' Askin' my brother, "Why he keep on geeking" He told me he ain't never seen snow but he freezin' My clique be praying for their expiration I hope you ain't pussy that bullet I take it Roll me a grabba don't pass it I face it Ain't searching for praws but somehow I face them My brother keep saying he ain't gonna make it 'Cause he pissin' dirty he said, "Fuck probation" We all finna die, just fuckin' embrace it Blood thicker than wine, at your head, I'm gone take it Blood thicker than wine, at your head, I'm gone take it We all finna die, just fuckin' embrace it I hate to breathe, I say it in vain And I hate these drugs that be fueling this pain And I hate all these trees that be giving me oxygen Yet all of these leaves are what keepin' me sane And I hate this life that I see every day I feel like I've seen it this shit on replay Feel like I've seen it this shit on replay Hate me or love me, I remain the same