I'd been praying years for rain
And when it came I didn't feel a thing
Is there a part of me that's dead
A hollow space that I can't detect
Or am I just a little callous
False professions that let me down
What happened to that eagerness
That I'm lacking now
If I'm not carrying your weight
Am I worthless now
I found solace in your suffering
To pick you off the ground
If you're better off
Will I be better off
I carried you
But I can't carry myself
I'm off
On another tangent
Are my thoughts really my own
Or ideals that have been implanted in me
By friends and family
I'd take a breath or make a step
But I've got no room to breathe
If I'm not carrying your weight
Am I worthless now
I found solace in your suffering
To pick you off the ground
If you're better off
Will I be better off
I carried you
But I can't carry myself
But I can't carry myself
If I'm not carrying your weight
Am I worthless now
I found solace in your suffering
To pick you off the ground
If you're better off
Will I be better off
I carried you
But I can't carry myself