Still not at peace over high school
Didn't end how I wanted to
Always felt I coulda been more
Done more, won more
I ain't gonna say
I don't like who I am today
But it would've been better
If the road wasn't too rough for me
If my childhood bestie
Accepted me
And yes I had a crush
But I never told him such
If I wasn't too trusting
Investing
In all the wrong people
If didn't let my heart beat
Louder than my head
If I had more focus
Instead
Now I'm up at 3 writing
Bout what coulda been
This year's hella messed up
Cause I have some thoughts I just need to get out
I have frustrations that I need to let out
I have some regrets I need to say goodbye to
I'd say that it's cool, but I ain't gonna lie to you
I have some thoughts thoughts thoughts thoughts... aye
I have some thoughts thoughts thoughts thoughts
Now I'm all up in my feed and
Comparing to my one friend
With a hundred and one friends
In Vegas again
I ain't jealous either
Was never born the crowd pleaser
Loneliness still stings
But it gets easier
If I wasn't too sensi-tive about issues
HSP, so you know me
If I didn't let anger
Take over
And my chest would be lighter harmony
If I never dated assholes
Masked as angels
Who knew all their angles
If I didn't keep saying if
And take the what is
But you know how hard that is and I say
Cause I have some thoughts I just need to get out
I have frustrations that I need to let out
I have some regrets I need to say goodbye to
I'd say that it's cool, but I ain't gonna lie to you
I don't wanna ramble
Up in shambles
But these thoughts were shackled up
I ain't gonna bottle
I ain't gonna black box
Let it out, I had enough
What'd I say?
I have some thoughts thoughts thoughts thoughts ...aye
I have some thoughts thoughts thoughts thoughts