There so many days im just feeling this pain And all these bad thoughts that are just up in my brain And sometimes i still feel so alone There so many people i just feel ive outgrown There so much shit goin on in my head Some of these days feel like i should be dead All i can see is this blood red I can't even lay in my own bed So many thoughts spin through my mind And i can't even tell the time (no) I can not even see straight Cause all these drugs they fuckin laced (yeah) I dont really know where the fuck im gonna go Cause man my heart it feelin so dam cold And i really hate myself Some days i am takin out my own health Put so many scars up on my fuckin wrist Cause not even i give a shit (yeah) I dont know where the fuck im gonna go Cause my heart it feelin so dam cold (yeah) Somedays feel like im gonna die I can't even look up to the sky Cause very soon i will be there My end is so fuckin near I know that im bout to die I be gettin way to high And so many people hate me No one wanna see me free There so much shit goin on in my head Some of these days feel like i should be dead All i can see is this blood red I can't even lay in my own bed So many thoughts spin through my mind And i can't even tell the time (no) I can not even see straight Cause all these drugs they fuckin laced (yeah) I just feel like im gonna die And honestly i-i dont really even know why But i just feel so much pain and Honestly it dont ever go away