The homies stuck, but they don't even wanna open up I can see we all need a hug But all we hold is blunts Points disjointed; I'm lookin to fill the hole I dug I sobered up and now I'm lonely as fuck Fuck The cold it cuts, wind blowin, sung as Thelonius Monk Holed up in my room, makin music for no one but us Become accustomed to doin work no one cares about Least my parents proud of their heir Cuz I'm their only one Life's a ferris wheel- fair, I doubt it But don't be upset The Nowhere Man keeps his peepers closed and cochlea plugged Selective perception get you through what you don't wanna tough Ten toes touchin like Tof I sense it's only the start Art is holy, but they told me to stop Anxiety dialing me, I though my phone was turned off Oh, it's the plug Shit, I know I should block him, but is that over the top? How can I be whole when I'm the one who broke my own trust? Loose control of my thoughts The moment I become conscious that self-control is my job And these coordinates the only hope of home when I'm lost But they been holdin me back Like the ghosts of my past We only know what we're taught And these tethers are tight The tension in the air is high, I'm expectin a fight Tired of measuring my might by my will Will it ever suffice? Well it might End of the night, all that matters is I get up and try Creating is defiance of the void I know it's the only option