Fucked up Fucked up And it's pretty incredible how often those things intersect Beauty and sadness Sometimes I feel like it's over The life I had built- I had to take it apart It's just begun Sometimes we just Sometimes I wish I could just Sometimes Sometimes I want to heal the entire world But sometimes I wonder Sometimes I wonder if anybody would ever love me If everybody could see I'm neurotic, erratic, and fucked up Spent half a decade and pretty penny on ganja As if depression could just be undone It was dumb luck that I won ya over And I shoulda just got sober That's what the fuck I owed ya But I never just let go of my hold on my comfort zone Nah, I thought I told ya Robby probably be forever melancholy And if you betting on me Then it better be that I'mma beat up my mind Extended periods of time, but I'mma be Fine That's what they tell ya Who truly wanna uncover what ails ya They was just worried bout paraphernalia And there in's the salient error Parents prepare ya the best that they can for the terrible ways of the world And you learn how to fake what the world has tainted, in your face when it hurts The exterior never reveals what a lyrical tell ya I miss you But sometimes Sometimes I really fuckin miss you In ways that are beyond my control Sometimes I wish I could just forget you Sometimes we just got to learn to let go You know I know that, but that uncertainty It's still scary Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing it all wrong I wish I could start all over again Totally lost Sometimes I feel like I could love anybody Because everybody is wounded and foolish and fucked up Who among us is above us Young, dumb, with some humble bucks to my bank account Took the angsty route, and I'm wanderlust I wonder what all the pain about And why what bring it out keep the karma comin It's in all of us, and I don't know of a one-stop-shop where you can rise above it It feel like you got to tough it out And try not to allow it to all come out when you are in public Like you got a budget for the trauma It come off as drama, doesn't it So they either shun or try to buy it from us For a dime a dozen, like a life is nothin but a product for profit Then there are those who promise they aren't gonna judge ya I been there before, and although it's an honorable concept We all gonna judge one another But that's not the problem, is it It's the fear that the love is missing And the fact that it causes schisms in common interests Constantly dodging conflict or in it And you cannot drop your guard for an instant Not one time But sometimes I feel like I'm the only one Our only wish is someone would just listen Sometimes I wish I could listen to myself Just one time Everyone is going through their own struggle And people are so focused on their own struggles They don't notice that everyone's hurting And I think that's what we need to do To help everybody feel better Remind others of their strength As others have reminded me