I've been calling you
But you don't pick it up
I'm so sick of it
Still, why can't I stop
I've been calling you
About your kissing games
You're selfish for telling me to stay
I've run out of patience
But you don't give a damn
About the things I do
I'm so sick of the waiting
So I take a leap of faith
Hoping you will still behave
Cuz I will be here
Waiting
Aye
Over with the thinkin, open intuition
Sober with the ink pen; goals olympic
So I'm golden with the piss test, coastin on the litmus
Lit, and still colder than a witch tit
Flow with repetition til I'm zoning, goin in-depth
Wrote it just to express, let go of any intent
I know of no beginning- coda to index
One moment within infinite
Tea time with the homies keep us focused on the mission
Hold your position, like lotuses
Yoda with the discipline, but only human
I been missing older bros and sisters, and my donor siblings
Wishin we were closer, though we're growin with the distance
I'm sorry I'm disconnected, I'm Amish with the missed texts
But honest when I say it's not a sign of my disinterest
If you're listenin I hope you know I hope you're winnin
Losin touch, true enough, but I hope you're winnin
I've been calling you
Yeah
But you don't pick it up
Nah
I'm so sick of it
Still, why can't I stop
Hey
You been calling you
Oo-oo
About your kissing games
Oo-oo
You're selfish for telling me to stay
I've run out of patience
But you don't give a damn
About the things I do
I'm so sick of the waiting
So I take a leap of faith
Hoping you will still behave
Cuz I will be here
Waiting
If you're listenin I hope you know I hope you're winnin
And I hope you know there's not a lotta winnin in the hopin
You could be the dopest and still no one would admit it
People so dismissive so you gotta be Corona with persistence
Don't put up with disrespect, but interact knowin that
How they treat you's not unlike their own condition
Kill 'em with kindness; enough are dyin from the virus
And the sickness we afflicted with deeper than COVID symptoms
When this is over ditch your phone and Throw Your Television
In the alternate recyclin, or keep your phone
And call up that homie who's poppin Vicodin to talk to and invite to vent
Isolation's like a ledge, and not everyone can afford psychiatrists
Addiction is expensive, and Big Business is dependent on dependency
And if you have dependents then you tend to be more desperate for remedies
We'd do anything for family, cuz that's the only fuckin coalition
Serendipitous beats selection send me to speak a message
Felt it at the tip of the tongue, attempt to intuit
Been through it, sentiments need no emphasis
In conclusion, it's continuous movement; the end's illusory
Soon to be New Beginnings
I'm lucidly loosening and comin to grips
Solution was elusive
Living monkish; no Thelonius
The loneliest music my soul produces is a mood to soothe the ocean
Otis Redding-esque