I'm knocking at this gate With heavy fist and worried I'm waiting for an answer This isn't the same day It's nameless Meaningless I'd like to stay awake To never miss a thing and To never ask "what if?" now These leaves are falling down All the same Maybe not Every second I crave A scrap and I'm king Where are you, maybe where I'll never dare A simple lucky feel Or just a mere illusion A chilling disconnection How much time have we spent So closely? So alone? It's not concerning me The time and how it happens A moment, just a second You light the colors up The focus Comes alive Every second I crave A scrap and I'm king Where are you, maybe where I'll never dare What's the meaning of this? Are you the one? Or just the spark of a light That won't remain? Will you take care of me Over the years Or will you let me down Uncaring?