I'm ungrateful i hate it
These bitches find me amazing
I see myself as complacent
My fans keep thinking i made it
I'm In my room going crazy
Suicide on the daily
I lost the woman i love
Not gonna lie that's my baby
I lost my father this year
I kinda died when he did
I'm on a Week long binder
This the highest I've been
I buried doom w the shrooms
And added alc in the mix
Now them Voices in my head steady shouting and shit
Getting louder as i navigate
If you with me lemme hear you say,
Ion give fuck about shit but myself nigga
Got it out the mud
Won't no love but i dealt with it
Couple homies gone
Devil came and gave a death sentence
Im scared to see my future
Cus i always saw myself in them
Tried to stay away from love
But Still ended up in it
Thought we had a soul tie
Got me asking questions like
You remember me?
Or do you need reminders
I gave you hella favors
At the time i didn't mind it
Why can't we grow together
Let's put this shit behind us
You blaming me
But it was you that broke the promise
Holding trauma from your Past
Watch your future start collapsing
Those who rooted for the wedding
Sad and asking us what happened
Point fingers dodging blame
We just adding to the madness
Losing traction
Losing passion
Hate to say it
But we actually
Drifting far a part
I seen it from the start
Got me thinking
You ain't even really love the boy at all