Epileptic
Swear i hate it
I was scared to go to sleep
When i did momma
Checked my pulse to see if i was breathing
Hyperventilating just to give
The closure that she needed
Soon as she leave the room
I hear her sighing in relief
Little does she know
I'm at the edge about to leap
Cliff hanging feet dangling
Make a manga bout me please
Have my special power
Knowledge
Cus I'm healing when i preach
We not the same
You missing substance
Something lacking when you speak
Something happened in my heart
It's so hard to get the peace
I'm in the middle of the healing stage
And facing my defeat
Lack of prayer in my life
Had me sitting on my knees
Praying to the gods
Like can you help me
And take away the stress
Guess what happened next
I lost a couple homies
Now I'm lonely and a mess
But my mind clearing up
So i hope its for the best
Heaven at the top
And hell is down below
We just sitting in the middle
On this earth i wanna know
Where you think I'm gon be headed
On the day i gotta go
You think they gon accept me
The angels and the lord?
Nah
Them demons betting on me more
So I'll be waiting at the entrance
Heavy breathing with a sword
Slicing everybody neck
Cus i don't give a fuck
Plus
Niggas hating on me heavy
Cus they bitches suck my nuts
Never knew i needed love
Til the day it went away
Same day i founf drugs
Rarely ever cure the pain
They say time heals
But i still feel the same
Even after 6 months
Man i feel so ashamed
That I'm stuck inside this loop
Of never ending doom
Some days so weak
I just stay inside the room
I just stay inside my room
Epileptic
Swear i hate it
I was scared to go to sleep
When i did momma
Checked my pulse to see if i was breathing
Hyperventilating just to give
The closure that she needed
Soon as she leave the room
I hear her sighing in relief
Little does she know
I'm at the edge about to leap
Cliff hanging feet dangling
Make a manga bout me please
Have my special power
Knowledge
Cus I'm healing when i preach
We not the same
You missing substance
Something lacking when you speak
Something happened in my heart
It's so hard to get the peace
I'm in the middle of the healing stage
And facing my defeat
Lack of prayer in my life
Had me sitting on my knees
Praying to the gods
Like can you help me
And take away the stress
Guess what happened next
I lost a couple homies
Now I'm lonely and a mess
But my mind clearing up
So i hope its for the best