These cuts on my wrist, they ripe, I swear
'Cause they sometimes make me better
Dying just to see you
Guess I'm tired of writing letters to you
Can't express myself
I always choke on my own words
Can't explain what's going on
All I know is that it hurts
I can't do this no more without you
Baby, you're my rose without you
Regret, all I've cared and loved you
I've thought that I've grown, now I get it
Lost the only thing I've loved
Completely was my fault
Myself I can't keep safe
You know it's all my fault
Because you didn't have a say in it
I fuck everything up
But I'm just so tired of saying it
Hearing me, you'd be disappointed
But I can't sing to no one else
And I swear I'm just so tired
That I might just kill myself
Too many thoughts up in my head
Swear that no one understands
But there's no point, don't listen
Now you've seen the cause
And it fled to my skin
Nervous, hate feeling like this (uh)
People saying this is a phase
15, but do I know that
Oh, do you?
Clearly the expression of my face
My friends will tell me that, "It's okay"
My wrist tells me that it's all my fault
Might kill my friends a dickhead, egotistical
Act like a know-it-all
Pain, I know enough
I just wanna fade away
Sometimes feels like this life is a game
I don't wanna play
What's that in my head again
My ultimatums made up
Stuck inside my bed again
I wanna pick them, but I can't anymore
(I so far keep questioning)
(It's just been so dark)
(I got people on my side, but for a while I've been done)
And it might sound cliché
But for a while I've been numb to it
Maybe she likes me
Maybe she's toying with me
Falling in love
Is a tricky one for me
Might trust you
But I don't wanna get fucked up
You heard all my secrets
I like your responses
So I wanna see this
The pressure feels awful
Text you and delete it
Is it rainy outside?
I'll give you my jacket in case you need it
She won't hear this
I'm getting bored of this
Move on to better things
(Move on to better things)
My best friends always end up
Becoming my worst enemies
(Move on to better things)