Yo
Starting from the beginning
Forgive me for all my wishes
'Cause all that's been on my mind
Is the life that I could be living
Forget it just for a second
These words, I use as a weapon
To conquer my demons
These darker feelings up in my mental
Not saying I'm sorry
Say what you want, my darling, no worries
I'm taking this to the top
Ain't got time to be stacking trolleys
Or fucking around
I really wasn't looking but I'm falling now
Always been the type to watch my step and stay above the ground
Now I find that I'm drowning
In deeper waters it's hard to breathe
I gotta keep myself in check
Up on the day-to-day
You see, these always been my vices
And since a kid
I've always hid my insecurities
Painting in mind either green or white
Wondering if its necessary
Or simply needed to get me ready for darker forces
Calling when my heart is heavy
So pass the bevvy
Pass the spark and a glass of Remy
I'll sing out my heart to the stars, come get me
I'm just tryna climb
The only way is up
Tired of their talking
Look, I just don't give a fuck
About what they got to say, or their opinions
Look, I'm sorry if it seems like I'm being blunt
'Cause I'm simply tryna climb
The only way is up
Tired of your talking
Look, I just don't give a fuck
About what you've got to say or your opinions
So I'm sorry if it seems like I'm being blunt
"Blond boy with that white face
Who's this pagan?" they might say
And realise that my claim to the flow's cold like an ice age
I'm here to bring you that nice change
Never come with them cliches
So please mate, like these guys, just refrain and step wide
If a fine-looking man
With a style and a plan
That decided he can
Could defy all the laws
What it means to be born
With the vibe that he has
And aside from the fact
That he's already here
And it's already clear
That the path's getting carved
He's a man with a heart and a lack of the fear
Ladies and gents, I'm here to provide you with reason
Imparting ways to decipher the schemes to scare off your demons
At times I hid all my feelings
It led to me to being fiendish
From darker force I embarked on collision courses with evil
So now I'm cooking a couple of batches of magic
Bring the fire like this wizard's cracked to the petrol tank and a box of matches
Come and taste the tree
Nothing stays the same for me
I'm chasing these dreams of what I seek so I'ma stay asleep
Uh, yeah
Dreams are what I seek so I'ma stay asleep (Yeah)
Dreams are what I seek so I'ma stay asleep (Yeah baby) (Yeah)
Dreams are what I seek so I'ma stay asleep (I just need an early night, not gonna lie)
Dreams are what I
I'm just tryna climb
The only way is up
Tired of that talking
Look, I just don't give a fuck
About what they got to say, or their opinions
Look, I'm sorry if it seems like I'm being blunt
'Cause I'm simply tryna climb
The only way is up
Tired of your talking
Look, I just don't give a fuck
About what you've got to say or your opinions
So I'm sorry if it seems like I'm being blunt
Because I'm simply tryna (Climb)
The only way is (Up)
Tired of the (Talk)
Coz I just don't give a (Fuck)
About what they got to (Say)
Or their opini (Ons)
Look, I'm sorry if it seems like I'm being (Blunt)
Because I'm simply tryna (Climb!)
The only way is (Up!)
Tired of the (Talk!)
Look I just don't give a (Fuck!)
About what they got to (Say!)
Or their opini
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