I wish that i could say i am a perfect man I wish sometimes that i would not be who i am One day i decided i would think on this, Not knowing if faith and pain could co-exist: Could i ever on my own conceive Of someone i did not know, but i need? I must be made to be at peace and communion 'Cause there must be some place somehow from where I have fallen Chorus I find through every ounce of pain i feel That my mind cannot deny that God is real The inconsistency of what i say i should be Compared to what i am in actuallity Leaves me in conclusion that i know the way Though i am unable to always obey Nothing in this world has satisfied My soul's hunger for a deeper life The weight of my misdeeds were crushing, blinding me I still live with pain inside but now i see - Chorus - - Solo - The peices of my life are scattered on the floor I stared at them till i could take no more I do not deserve to be set free Forgiveness is what i despereately need If it wasn't for the perfect blood was shed Would i not be dead inside but i live instead - Chorus (2x) - I know my faith's still here Believe through all my tears