I'm a lost one, I've got a sad soul
I don't give trust, Cause I'm left heart broken
My heart is so dumb, It makes me feel numb
I don't hate love, But I never felt love
Look I'm sorry mom
I thirst for cash, So i joined the dark
I been eating stuff drinking shits but I don't do blood
May, June July was the best of life
For the past three months I've been doing drugs and It's hard to stop
You won't understand when i speak my heart cus your son is lost
When my girl left me life was worse paranoid and tuff
You know I make you smile
And i know that you never stopped praying hard
From a broken heart i want you to know that i miss my life
Remember when i tried suicide cus I'm tired of life
I Sent a text switched off my phone was ready to die
Y'all know I overdosed? No way
Woke up on my bed healthy and well instead of hell
Switched on my phone about 50 texts
In a couple of seconds i got a call from aunt and she said
Can you call grandma she almost left
Sounded cold and it got me scared
What have i done i snapped and fell
Stood up but I ain't processed the info yet and my mobile rang
I'm a lost one, I've got a sad soul
I don't give trust, Cause I'm left heart broken
My heart is so dumb, It makes me feel numb
I don't hate love, But I never felt loved
I'm a lost one, I've got a sad soul
I don't give trust, Cause I'm left heart broken
My heart is so dumb, It makes me feel numb
I don't hate love, But I never felt loved
Man don't sing man talk
Pull up in my crib want what? Edgy stuffs and voice
All in my head is blood, flooded mind go burst
Pray to God man come save this little boy
Midnight comes, voices talk
Conversate with actual words
Hold my hands I feel their touch
Feel their breathe like they're so close
Shut the doors man off the lights
They still find their ways inside
Hearing screams right outside
Mom com says it's a silent night
Smoking my pains, escaping my head
Finding a way to be happy again
Loving today, tomorrow it fails
Countless times man has faced disgrace
Addicted to shame, it's a scary place
I'm happy they listen
They calling my name, stay silent they coming
They sound like the wind blowing
I'm a lost one, I've got a sad soul
I don't give trust, Cause I'm left heart broken
My heart is so dumb, It makes me feel numb
I don't hate love, But I never felt loved
I'm a lost one, I've got a sad soul
I don't give trust, Cause I'm left heart broken
My heart is so dumb, It makes me feel numb
I don't hate love, But I never felt loved