I've been let down
Warning with no sound
My head keeps on spinning
No chance to rebound
I'm back at a place where I don't belong
Know I am the tortured one
Think your son
Couldn't be that broke
Hold on to myself
While I shiver and choke
No remedy can make you run from your head
My own mind is driving me mad
All you wanna do is keep me sedated
Instead of your love I once more feel hated
But I'm too smart to react to the things that you sad
How would you feel with the voices stuck inside your head?
I just want to let go
Leading me astray
And nobody feels these thoughts
Took their grip on me
I feel like I slip away
Alone with these thoughts
That I can't explain
Now I'm on my own
And I feel the shamed
I'm back on the ledge and now I'm ready to fall
Can't you hear my helpless call
It took too long, the damage had been done
Remember that you were the bullying one
You couldn't even fill your own damn shoes
Untangle these ropes, cut me loose
So tell what should I do?
Do I really look that pathetic to you?
I won't give up, I pray every day that this stops
Work on myself 'til my pulse rate finally drops
I just want to let go
Leading me astray
And nobody feels these thoughts
Took their grip on me
I feel like I slip away
My mind is back
Playing all these tricks on me
Know that I am way too young
For this fucking malady
My self-esteem is down
Sit and watch my conscience grow
I feel like a beaten hound
In my very own freakshow
I just want to let go
Leading me astray
And nobody feels these thoughts
Took their grip on me
I feel like I slip away
I just want to let go
Leading me astray
And nobody feels these thoughts
Took their grip on me
I feel like I slip away