I tried to keep you alive But deep down you really wanted to die I can't say that you're selfish 'Cause I know that feeling inside Mind stuck Thinking about suicide It's this thirst that you can't quench With each day going by Tryna stay alive with the emptiness inside I really know how it feels to wanna die I've grieved many-many loses But this one hits different 'Cause that pain was probably eatin' At you every second I am so hurt there's not enough words To explain this feeling that I mourn Here comes the shoulda Coulda wouldas in my head I just can't believe Someone so special like you is now dead You said you wished you could believe in yourself Like I believed in you Man you had your whole life ahead of you Wish you saw the potential I saw in you