Unlearning the damage I've knit myself within To break free of trauma grown beneath my skin A mangled nail lodged so deep in the wall A trap door exit from my own downfall Will I ever get to Heaven If I can only look down? A calculated armageddon Under this burdening crown Fog settles outside a weeping home The sound of nothing is begging to atone Time again spent learning to make the way The bonds I held so closely, leading me away Inherit their pain just to see them as weak It's looming over me, and over me until it's hard to speak Battle to the end, to never see the peak See the apathy grow when they struggle to their feet Will I ever get to Heaven If I can only look down? A calculated armageddon Under this burdening crown Circumstance makes no amends Just a hungry animal, trying to fend Too stuck in the muck to see it out Your shortest chain, snagged on doubt ♪ Broken teeth yet I am smiling bright I can't retreat from my endless fight ♪ Will I ever get to Heaven If I can only look down? A calculated armageddon Under this burdening crown Will I ever get to Heaven If I can only look down? A calculated armageddon Under this burdening crown