Cancerous thoughts in my head
I've been searching for the end
Hidden in a book on the shelf
Ways to make me understand
The universe conspires
To keep me away from my desires
I'm changing path like a shepherd
Love hurts so no I won't meet her
Live another day to breathe another breath
In fear of death only to make yourself
Suffocate in the self pity that you create
Yeah
And all of it insane
Converse with a god to release the pain
He won't be the one to lead my plan
He only does exist on this plane
Get up
I see them dancing in front of screens
Waving weapons and causing scenes
I can't relate to their hivemind hijack the sound and turn it obscene
Take a blade to this worlds throat and make it fucking bleed with me
What a time to be alive
Count your blessings while being desensitized
We've materialized then turned our existence into a lie
If this is the answer then I want out
What a time to be alive when the anxiety eats you alive
I've materialized then turned my existence into a lie
Wait bodies everywhere
I guess it's something like my calling card (yeah)
Big blade, watch the world bleed
I call it modern art
What a time to be alive
Rotten honey in the peasant hive
Where the media anesthetize
20k week that's big money (yeah)
Hit him with a 9, now he walk funny
Been a decade since I went job hunting
Now the Mossberg got the whole block jumping
Is that what you wanted, are you happy now?
When I slit the throat of your cash cow
Is this what you wanted, are you happy now?
When I slit the throat of your cash cow
Ugh
If I wanted happiness I wouldn't think
If I wanted peace then I wouldn't drink
Can I change myself inside a blink
That's what I ask myself as I sink
What a time to be alive
Count your blessings while being desensitized
We've materialized then turned our existence into a lie
If this is the answer then I want out
What a time to be alive when the anxiety eats you alive
I've materialized then turned my existence into a lie