Tryna find a way to cope with the pain, Find a way to cope with the pain, I think everything look better in the rain, I think everything look better in the rain, I'm tryna cope but I can't find a way to cope with the pain I think everything look better in the rain, I think everything look better in the rain I still don't give a fuck yet And realistically I don't think I'm ever gonna I blow down marijuana, smoke I never asked for this shit I hope you know that And I hope you know that every fucking thing you gave me I kept How about I'm outside at your steps? My heart hangin out my chest I'm sorry for all of the stress and uh, I'm sorry my life been a mess, uh but Enough said, How come I gotta wake up wanna be dead let it just end Or I'm just gonna keep on gettin more paid And lately I been thinking bout changing Then I realize only one thing ain't changing If I said I love you I was just playing Honestly I think I'm crazy And I don't know how to make conversation But I hope that you know that I'm sorry And you can put my song on your playlist or something Dear ______, I hope you find whatever the fuck it is that you're looking for I know you never claimed to be an easy person but, I just wish you would've told me it could be this hard See Loving you is like this perfect magic Never ending alternate reality where We can just get high and act like nothings really happening and Everyday I miss you and I hate it when you're mad at me if Loving yous a war, I guess my heart is just a casualty and What are hearts for if all they ever do is break and I just Wish that I could sleep i fuckin hate to be awake and What's the ending to this story and do I define my fate And will I ever be on time or will I always just be late I don't know I just hope we both learn better ways to cope with the pain Everything look better in the rain Everything look better in the rain I think everything look better in the rain