Those words I wrote They sicken me now I wanna bleed something sweeter But I don't know how Smell my heart beneath the gauze I love you because The way we was I can't help but feel offended By the boys that you've befriended Sick to death of humiliation An afterthought, a complication Believe me when I say, you made me, you saved me Don't know what I did to make you hate me It's misty clear you never forgave me Search for things that aren't in me Secret lovers that will never be Dragged your finger on a breath-stained glass Blew a kiss to dearies passed Obsessed and depressed Undressed and repressed The only things that stay the same Our youth, our truth, our love, our flame Send me your smell to my address in hell A drop of your love, a wish to be well Your spit is my spit Kept my wrists slit Then: sad but true Now: keeping me blue Know who you love at every age Forgotten regrets on a saltwater page Hard to hide, harder to care Dry an eye with a handful of hair Lost my love on a slippery slope Your perfume pressed on an envelope