If we're being honest, I'll admit I've made mistakes I'm not proud of what I've done, but I'm proud of who I am Watch your old life turn to ash It's almost burned right through From the depths comes a new life We are going nowhere, if we stay here tonight I wont be the one to take the fall again We have to accept who we are and move on I wont take the fall 'Cause it helps to survive I know that I hurt you But I hope you can understand I know I'm not perfect But I'm trying the best I can For the longest time, I blamed myself Say what you want but you'll need to feed All of your addictions Say what you want but you'll need to feed Your needs somehow Every excuse, every cover up, only kills the flame Say what you want but I think you know things will change If you decide that your life is worth the fight, don't be ashamed If you're alive you've got something to live for I know that I hurt you But I hope you can understand I know I'm not perfect But I'm trying the best I can I don't want to blame myself You promised change, but I don't see it Why oh why did I believe you'd change?