It's so cold it's old lumpy and moldy smelling Disintegrating to holes in spots over telling Remarks made over hardships no secrets here left Never undressed it touches skin and tears It touches everything the light and sound appear from up above Living underneath the dreams a wreath of cotton shrouded dust It's lonely and lost the only buzz left is sabotage It turns to rust it turns gauze it turns into rocks with never a pause Lie awake Syllables linger sitting on the fingertips of these last few weeks Curtains drawn silly quick quips turn to arguments for the light that's gone It's no better with the netflix queue the reach of these screens is thrown and now too The mattress just sinks the springs are all chewed and spit right back out the laugh is untrue It's not happening not now not loud enough to be crowned The highest tick on the list of shit that's wrong today My bed feels so much better when you're in it We drift off no cost no loss expended It's last call cuz now it's all wrong The bed's half empty