Aw, yeah, aw
Out of touch with my feelings, stressin' appearances
Feelin' more solid 'bout who the man in the mirror is
I reach for hearts through the speaker box to connect with strangers
Paintin' the page with the language, but off
The mic', I barely speak it all
I seldom see a flaw, bitch, I need it all
Shook by the way life is lately, I feel the world pirouette (Aw, yeah)
I'm dazed like I'm seein' stars (Aw)
Got 'em all on a wave, it's more than just words to a page
It feel like I'm hostin' (Aw) a read-along, and
I speak in tongues (Aw)
No translation, I'm out the bottle
I'm grievin', leavin' (Aw) the beat, need a CPR
Disconnected, (Aw) I feel the pressure, I need acceptance
I'm from the crevice, where all my homies on somethin' special
They subtle flexin', but still, they hella selfish
Chasin' a bag, but it's good
They don't need the frank less to keep them one hundred
I'm seein' shit down the barrel (Aw), I named that gun right America
Arm with the ink that I'm flarin' up in my element
We losin' brothers to bullshit, we need
Protection, 'cause real niggas is rare enough
I rewrite the narrative, I conquer that feat alone
Got the needle jumpin' like bungee (Aw), I'm
In the field like I'm huntin'
The work is Dope off the burner, I'm calculated, I'm talkin' numbers
Pray for longevity, sent to somebody's deity
Wrote that down, that's my therapy
(Aw)
I'm deep in tune with my energy
Wave
I side what I want
Should get high, then I'm back down
I'm liable to hurt you (Hurt you)
I just fall to the background (Oh yeah)
I just want a way out of it (A way of it)
Yeah, things been sorta shaky
Yeah, the time been movin' real fast
I just wanna lay here (Aw, yeah)
I just wanna lay here (Aw, yeah)
(Aw, wow)
Talk is dense, I'm tryna make sense of it
My stomach turnin' between it's lit and the dissonance (Aw, wow)
I know some people that's feelin' sick just existin' here
Brain blister, been caught up deep in the thick of it
I lane switch through the fog, it's hard to
See where I'm headed
But fuck it, ain't no turnin' back, the past is
Where we've been
It feel like somethin' missin'
And I've been out here on an impossible
Mission
My head down, to myself, and I smile to
Stay in the moment while tryna stay out my feelings
Tryna boost my subscribers I'm tryna maintain the vision
People that know me closest live different than what they show me
It's hard to feel like they know me when I'm
Just scrollin' through images
Truth be told, I feel pain, but I'm on the pinnacle
Been chasin' this music thing for a minute, though
Know some good people that never see success (Aw, wow)
And here I am, sittin' worried 'bout show appearances (Wow)
With everything crazy, you still my source of peace
You filter out the lows, you give me what I need
Will give you the world, but it don't belong to me (Mmm-mm)
It's feelin' like it's love, if not, it's the closest I'll be (Aw, ay)
Yeah
I side what I want
Should get high, then I'm back down
I'm liable to hurt you (Hurt you)
I just fall to the background (Oh yeah)
I just want a way out of it (A way of it)
Yeah, things been sorta shaky
Yeah, the time been movin' real fast
I just wanna lay here (Aw, yeah)
I just wanna lay here (Aw, yeah)