I'm starting realize that it's my fault 'Cause I don't know where I woke up or what we did last night She tell her mama that I'm awful Heard he was talking, left his body where it won't see the light It's 2 a.m, I feel my nose sting Fuck, I heard my phone ring I promise I'ma call you back Too intoxicated, keep it lowkey Please don't say you know me 'Cause no one ever had my back All to say, where I've been, is a mouthful I can't blame, what you said, 'cause I'm awful We're on and off like every second Say "I love you" and regret it Can't stay off the pharmaceutics All the shit, that you said, Is a mouthful Say I'm dumb and misled Guess I'm awful You tried your hardest to forget it You still call me when your stressing Blame it on the pharmaceutics I know That even when you're with him you feel alone And I wish I could help you, but it's too late now The sun's gone down and it's cold It's so cold And when the withdrawals kick, and you feel so sick Well just know You're still home All to say, where I've been, Is a mouthful I can't blame, what you said, 'cause I'm awful We're on and off like every second Say "I love you" and regret it Can't stay off the pharmaceutics All the shit, that you said, Is a mouthful Say I'm dumb and misled Guess I'm awful You tried your hardest to forget it You still call me when your stressing Blame it on the pharmaceutics