Got everybody thinkin' I'm just the bad guy Got déjà vu, think I was here in a past life Back then she used to break my heart just to pass time I play the game, but I think I'm on my last life I built it all, I watch them turn it to rubble I try my best to walk away, but I stumble I look inside and wish that I was more humble My ego gets the best of me, it's a struggle Where will I be in the end? When I start losing everyone I used to say was my friend Time passed by quick, memories play pretend Sharp words like a knife, push me over the edge Sharp words like a knife, cut me off of the thread And I did it before, maybe I'll do it again And I'm so sick of your words, you never meant what you said And I'm so sick of my life, I think I'm quitting my meds And I did it before, I think I'll do it again And I'm lost inside this forest, I don't know where it ends You never had a broken heart so you don't know if it mends You never been the bad guy, they never wanted you dead