I hear rain falling on my window There's not a cloud in the sky Wide awake, can't sleep at night I lost my goddamn mind I'm f*cked up and I'm ruining my life Don't leave me now I promise I won't let you down again I'll figure it out just tryna let you in Tell myself I'm never good enough I've been listening to the voices in my head And they tell me no one give a f*ck Hear them whisper I'll be better off when I'm dead So please don't leave me alone I just can't be on my own Cause the quiet too loud Yeah, the quiet too loud And all these meds made me numb But you taste good on my tongue Thinking maybe you the one But I know you not the one I hear rain falling on my window There's not a cloud in the sky Wide awake, can't sleep at night I lost my goddamn mind I'm f*cked up and I'm ruining my life