I really gotta take it slow Sometimes it really Hurts to grow Sometimes the closest Ones will go With no courtesy To leave a note So I shrug and turn my back Should've close the door But I left it cracked Why am I the only one Who's held back Watching my steps Having to back track I don't wanna try no more Seems like I fall When I fly and soar Friends go ghost When I try and call Seems like I'm left With a sigh and cough I don't wanna try no more Seems like I fall When I fly and soar Friends go ghost When I try and call Seems like I'm left With a sigh and cough Been in a slump lately Thinking it won't faze me New friends seem cool Old friends seem shady Seems I gotta handful of people Who tolerate me It gets lonely on this island Praying God save me Had to say by to some Even though it pains me Don't wanna start A decade of life With someone who ain't me Here's to a new year new life Get my crew right crew tight Breathe some new life You right get a new vibe I don't wanna try no more Seems like I fall When I fly and soar Friends go ghost When I try and call Seems like I'm left With a sigh and cough I don't wanna try no more Seems like I fall When I fly and soar Friends go ghost When I try and call Seems like I'm left With a sigh and cough I don't wanna try no more Seems like I fall When I fly and soar Friends go ghost When I try and call Seems like I'm left With a sigh and cough I don't wanna try no more Seems like I fall When I fly and soar Friends go ghost When I try and call Seems like I'm left With a sigh and cough