Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up I lose my head sometimes but I know what I'm really made of I'm turnin' grey again, but it's all good it's nothin' new I'll bounce right back until I sink again, that's all I do Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up My whip all black to match my soul, I pull up they like wait up I hit the gas and for a moment I feel so alive It's reckless, I know, I hope I don't crash and burn tonight R.I.P what's new, gone too soon just like the rest If I don't make it out alive I hope you know I did my best I'm feelin' colder by the day because the world is such a mess I'll try to keep my head above the water Feel like drownin', hold my breath This don't sit right, can you tell me why the Good die so young, no more tears to cry I can't seem to sleep, you can see it in my eyes There's ghosts all around me, they keep me up at night I'm trapped inside this bad news I'm falling down without you So tell me why you leave us I'm calling out, I need you here now Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up I lose my head sometimes but I know what I'm really made of I'm turnin' grey again, but it's all good it's nothin' new I'll bounce right back until I sink again, that's all I do Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up My whip all black to match my soul, I pull up they like wait up I hit the gas and for a moment I feel so alive It's reckless, I know, I hope I don't crash and burn tonight Roll up, no friends Only with my demons They act like I mean so much to them But I'm so blinded by the kindness that I couldn't see the fangs They were nowhere to be found when I was throwin' life away Sick and slowly watch me wither caught up in a lie I'll be suffering from everything until the day I die Hope they're happy when they see me on the screen Oh God I'm wasted Pull me out and save me Pull me out and save me I'm trapped inside this bad news I'm falling down without you So tell me why you leave us I'm calling out, I need you here now Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up I lose my head sometimes but I know what I'm really made of I'm turnin' grey again, but it's all good it's nothin' new I'll bounce right back until I sink again, that's all I do Sometimes I wake up and I wish I didn't wake up My whip all black to match my soul, I pull up they like wait up I hit the gas and for a moment I feel so alive It's reckless, I know, I hope I don't crash and burn tonight