I watch myself in the mirror, I tell myself I'm fine I give myself small compliments, I toast myself with wine But come on even I know, I'm not that blind All I ever wanted was for you to be mine I wake up in the morning, and things look the same But you're not right here next to me So everything has changed I can still smell your perfume, I can still feel your hair When I close my eyes you're still with me But when they open you're not here You're gone, you're gone... I get up and I head out, I like every other day I stop by all my usual stops, I listen to what they say It all seems so normal, it all seems so fine But when I go to call you on the phone I remember you're not mine Every night that, I stay alone My heart grows harder and oh so cold Sometimes I wish it were That you were still here in my world