I sit on my hill in my house built on sand And why I'm not happy just don't understand 'Cause I have tried everything they say can keep me from feeling this way And the way it looks now nothings ever gonna change I'm not waving I'm drowning What do you care about me I'm starting to doubt That I will ever be anything but alone I look in my mirror and what do I see An empty eyed nowhere man staring back at me I look around the rooms of my house overcrowded with all my toys But not one of them has ever brought me any joy It's always the same it's the same nothing's ever gonna change And I'm the only one to blame I'm not waving I'm drowning What do you care about me I'm starting to doubt That I will ever be anything but alone I fall on my knees and I'm begging you please Take all my pain and give me some peace Can you save me I'm drowning Upon your door I'm pounding Take from me my fear take all my shame 'Cause I can't make it anymore on my own