I feel a wet tear on my cheek
As I stare into the distance
Dropping into worthlessness
Who's going to save me from myself
Overcome by this never ending sense
That I am drowning in my head
I belong to me
But I don't fucking care
I don't want to be the only one who's there
All I've ever been
Is closest to my fear
Now it's over I see that I'm nowhere near
I don't want it
But I need it more than most
It's mine to keep
So I'll keep this close
To me
My pointless loathing is my energy
The only thing that keeps me from hating me
Overcome by this never ending sense
That I am drowning in my head
I belong to me
But I don't fucking care
I don't want to be the only one who's there
All I've ever been
Is closest to my fear
Now it's over I see that I'm nowhere near
I've not got a fucking clue
No idea
All around me is all I wanted
And all I fear
And now the end is near
Listen, grab a hold of yourself and look outside
Lets walk and talk and take a minute just to find
Your self
Loathing
Isn't just going to fix itself
No
Overcome by this never ending sense
That I was drowning in my head
I belong to me
And I know how much you care
I know that I'm not the only one who's there for me
All I've ever been
Is closest to my fear
Now it's over I see that it was always near