I find it hard, to believe
It took all of my living years for me to see
The most of the things I've ever wanted
And most of the things I've ever owned,
Keep me from knowing my soul
I feel I'm falling into a trial
I'm listening to a lot of people telling me what I could have
And you know, it's sound so good, when your head is full of substances and deceive
I don't wanna be lonely, I need a word
I don't wanna be hurted the way that I am
So I'm trying to talk to an angel
But I feel like I'm talking to myself
No matter how hard I try to live
Or how much I believe in you, I'll keep doing what the devil says to do
I'll keep doing what the devil says to do
I keep talking to myself and the conversation never seems to change
You're a liar, you're a fool and you think you're paying dues
Saying that you're hopeless, faithless, but that ain't true
You're just living something I can't find my way out of
And I'm trying to talk to an angel
But I feel like I'm talking to myself
No matter how hard I try to live
Or how much I believe in you, I'll keep doing what the devil
Says to do
I'll keep doing what the devil says to do
And I listen to my heart, I listen to my soul and i'm doing what
My heart tells me to do
I'll keep doing what the devil says to do