I'm not beholden but I'm bottled up yea O' Look in my eyes into my window O' I am not beholden to no one If I am threatened I build a wall I beat the drum till I'm satisfied And lead a ritual, devour all of our young Yea what am I? I'm at war with my memories No don't torture me Yea, I'd like to live without my memory I flew too high she clipped my wings But I soared to the end of earth Before my eyes I can't believe But I soared to the end of earth My love is gone I lost some blood Now I'm salting a bit of earth I let her fly she clipped my wings But I soared to the end of earth Crawl into my window O' and become beholden to me O' I've got my back against the wall I dodge the bullets while they fire And now I'm fighting for, fighting for my life, my life Yea, what am I? I'm at at war with my memories No, don't torture me My memories haunt me Yea, look out Don't, don't torture me I'd like to live without my memory I flew too high she clipped my wings But I soared to the end of earth Before my eyes I can't believe But I soared to the end of earth My love is gone I lost some blood Now I'm salting a bit of earth I let her fly she clipped my wings But I soared to the end of earth