Nostalgia plays through me Along with the radio A taste, a scene, a sound A touch is not enough If only i Had known his fear So torn and feeling frighened 15 years have passed A sour taste still curls my tongue In despair, he danced the air A life became undone If only i Had recognized A silenced cry of sweet lies Ma, you know you can't hold me now Ma, would you like to hold me now I heard his voice The trace of tears Still live within that moment I heard his voice He lost his will One's fate revealed that moment I heard his voice The moment ends So much was said in silence Ma, you know you can't hold me now Ma, would you like to hold me now And if i could i would If what had happened then today I hold you close Not turn away