I wouldn't have to write these songs about you If I had someone else to talk to So get these thoughts out of my mind I'm doing fine, at least I like to think that way But every night I lie awake in bed Just trying to forget you face I can't learn from my mistakes But I've never had the strength to close the space Between who I am and who I wanna be I can't run from my mistakes But I've never had the strength to close the space Between who I am and who I wanna be Who I wanna be I can't run from my mistakes But I've never had the strength to close the space Between who I am and who I wanna be Who I wanna be Who I wanna be Who I wanna be I can't run from my mistakes But I've never had the strength to close the space Between who I am and who I wanna be I can't run from my mistakes But I've never had the strength to close the space Between who I am and who I wanna be It feels like spring never ended But autumn's in the air I'm another year older With nothing to show for it Now I'm standing in the rain Trying to hold back all the words I never got the chance to say Promise me that you'll always be the same That things will never change I can't run from my mistakes But I've never had the strength to close the space Between who I am and who I wanna be Who I wanna be Who I wanna be Who I wanna be