I swallowed my pride, In remembrance of a time Where we both used to touch the sky Together forever, It was just a bunch of lies Now you're off my life I can't remember why Why did I even try I can't remember why Why did I make the dive I can forgive, but I can't forget All these years, torn apart Pleasure and misery Scrambled into you, blind Clarity inside a hopeless mind I can't remember why Why did I even try I can't remember why Why did I make the dive Diving, into chaos Dazzled by hope that make me stand Drowning, in a sea of lies Playing seek and hide And taking me down Diving, into my mind Compassion drowned in these eyes Taking advantage of faith How could you play me this way Why drag me along When you knew you were wrong All I can say I wish I had known You knew you were wrong I've lived so much I ran through time Still sometimes I see The spell you cursed on me How couldn't you realise This wasn't supposed to last Clarity inside a hopeless mind I can't remember why Why did I even try I can't remember why Why did I make the dive Wrong I can forgive, but I can't forget All these years, torn apart I can't remember why Why did I even try I can't remember why Why did I make the dive