Shawty real on a pill I won't tell how I feel Tryna drown in this syrup for real Doc prescribing me herb and pills Traded love for a lie, what a deal Hundred scars on my heart tryna heal She got all in my head, broke the seal Standing tall, she got blood on the hills Watch them burning my heart with no casket Chest a void, I can't fill it with ashes Scared to vent I can still feel them laughing Live in sin, fear of God on my fabric Scared to tell a hoe, "I love you", to find it was all to be tragic Dead inside got a chest full of maggots I won't break her she one of my habits Shawty real on a pill I won't tell how I feel Tryna drown in this syrup for real Doc prescribing me herb and pills Traded love for a lie, what a deal Hundred scars on my heart tryna heal She got all in my head, broke the seal Standing tall, she got blood on the hills Tried to slow dance with the devil in Red bottoms just to get my soul from you Pray to God I've been rolling with shottas, they done took a soul or two I spent all of my time with the reaper, driving suicide with the coupe Went to church to confess to the pastor, still had blood on my shoes Indecisive, can't love her for long Take me back when I'm doing you wrong Got an ego the size of kong In my head, that's where you don't belong You should've told me demons dress like an angel Tryna address my demons from different angles Shawty real on a pill I won't tell how I feel Tryna drown in this syrup for real Doc prescribing me herb and pills Traded love for a lie, what a deal Hundred scars on my heart tryna heal She got all in my head, broke the seal Standing tall she got blood on the hills